True Feelings

Ok this is going to be my first blog entry here. This is something I had on my mind a few nights ago. I just thought I would share it with y'all. I hope you enjoy it.


You know love has a way of sneaking up on you. When you least expect it you will find the one person you know deep in your heart you truly belong with. When this happens one can't help but want to do anything and everything within their power to see that their love is happy and truly safe. There is no such thing as a perfect love. There will always be aruging, fighting, it is just the way it goes. You can give every fiber in your body trying to prove that you love them, or trying to keep the promises you make. However sometimes you fall short of doing just that. There are times where no matter what you do you feel like you have hurt, or let down, the love you would give your life for to protect. When this happens it feels like someone just ripped a part of you away. When you try everything humanly possible to make sure they are safe, loved, and truly happy it hurts that much more when you let them down. When you see your love cry, or when you know they are in pain and there is nothing you can do to help, that is the lowest feeling you can ever possibly feel. When you know you are the reason that they feel lonely or unloved... there is this void between the two of you. Its like the weird akward silence between two people that know deep down they are ment to be together. It puts doubt in the heart and mind of an individual. Once that seed of doubt is planted, it spreads like a virus. You begin wondering. What if I'm really not the one for them. What if they would be better off with someone else, someone that will make them feel safe, loved, and cared for. Once you get that mental mindset, it leads to other thoughts. What if's. What if I had done this differently. What if I showed them I cared more often. What more could I have done to let them know I truly love them for who they are as a person. It's at that point you realize you have to do something to change all of this. You have to eliminate any seed of doubt between the two of you. You have to show them that no matter what happens, you will always be there for them. You have to let them know how you truly feel about them, and make sure you let them know you would do anything in this world to make sure they are truly happy. True love only comes around once every so often, so by god don't let it slip through your fingers. You have to take ahold of that love, embrace it in your arms, and show that person that you can be the love of their life.